so if there were a time of a thing in the case of wondering what was the reason, nothing could have been estimated to end such a forgone moment. I never imagined the way to go through the base feelings existed in empathic momentum. only that we would have to try to connect from a source of unnecessary pain.
and there it was. noting consistency against a seeming effort shot something in the foot. a body of unspoken eggshells emptied from increased awareness. today was then a forest of intrusion withstanding ideas afforded all that was a song from the past. an actuality frozen in lights gone dark because it could not continue.
goodbye was over, ending things believed to endure. islands of illusion sapped in strength toward missing entrances. where did the beating hearts fall without their avenues of safety? it was a mystery for not seeing happiness in shapes of together-ness. lost in forever wishes assumed to line walls with fortune and sustenance.
vows. of sorts. taken in privacy infused with adoration gone wild. decades of umbrellas soaking up potions to drink. calling tunes of desire inside monumental increments disappearing into air so heavy it could smoke. adrenaline dying out that decided peace could no longer enliven love. gobsmacked as a freight train rode its destiny onto tracks of grief.
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Wow, Jill. That last sentence pulled at my heartstrings. Stunning writing 🤍 You have the perfect voice for your words xx (Sometimes I hear a narration and think, I never thought that voice would sound like that. I always smile, though. I love narration! I wish I were that brave. Can't stand my voice. I'd never get it published 🤭)
Oh, Jill. This is so so touching and you have the perfect reading voice!